I didn't mean to cry in front of you. I know you don't me that well but thank you for understanding that I had too much going on. Someone destroyed my still life; my whole life for two days. Don't wanna cry myself to sleep at night. Don't wanna hold my breath and count to die. I really want to get the fuck out of my bed. I don't want no bad thoughts inside my fucking head. I'm sorry for exposing myself to you. I didn't want to cry.